6-28-2010

Today was such an exhausting day. I just couldn't believe all the errands I've completed had taken up my entire day, just been damn busy(bills and family errands). Just when I thought that I've completed most of of my objectives for day and was somewhat relieved, I received a call from a close friend from whom I'm always looking forward and enjoyed to speak to. Unfortunately, this time the call wasn't so pleasant .Upon the short message over the phone, she'd shared some unfortunate news where I can relate to some extent. My heart just dropped, knowing that her situation was very serious. In many ways it helped me also to realize that life is too short and we should all enjoy the best of it with all of our close family and friends. All in all, I wish her family the best and with a hopeful quick recovery. Key thing is to continue preying and seeking for that miracle somewhere out there. Most importantly, for her and her family to continue to keep their heads up and pull through this hard time.

6-26-2010

I'm just so glad that my weekend finally began. Seriously, after working with this banker position for less than two months I'm already stressing. The stress which I'm talking about is not the same type of stress; not like preparing an exam or turning your homework on time. The type of stress i've been experiencing is more of a letting an entire team down and not meeting my personal goal. And because I can't meet my goal this will impact my chances for advancement and recognition in within the company. As a result of work stress and stress in the family, I've been noticing that my entire body is always tired and I tend to sleep much earlier nowadays. Sometimes I wish that I had stuck within the operation side where sale's wasn't that big of a deal. Anyways, now it is what it is and I've been making the best out of it. Hopefully I can bust a miracle for this next 3 to 6 months and move onto another position. Now I understand Biggie's line, "More money more problem"...

6-22-2010

"The richest one percent of this country owns half our country's wealth, five trillion dollars. One third of that comes from hard work, two thirds comes from inheritance, interest on interest accumulating to widows and idiot sons and what I do, stock and real estate speculation. It's bullshit. You got ninety percent of the American public out there with little or no net worth. I create nothing. I own. We make the rules, pal. The news, war, peace, famine, upheaval, the price per paper clip. We pick that rabbit out of the hat while everybody sits out there wondering how the hell we did it. Now you're not naive enough to think we're living in a democracy, are you buddy? It's the free market. And you're a part of it. You've got that killer instinct. Stick around pal, I've still got a lot to teach you."

-Gordon Gekko

6-19-2010

.....exhausted....

6-17-2010

....at least there is still someone who thinks of me....

6-13-2010

Tripped on the stairs this mourning, now my shin is all bruised up. Why am I having so many bad luck lately???......face on palm.....

6-12-2010

Today was such a nice day to be outdoor. Unfortunately I was busy working at the bank, however, I was able to hang out at the beach during my lunch break. The beach was packed today, many people were surfing and others just soaking up the sun. Probably beach goers thought I was disoriented because I was fully suited walking on the beach. Although I was fully clothed, it wasn't too hot for me since the waves kept the environment cool. Following work, I grabbed some dinner with one of my blogger fan over at San Mateo.....forgot what the place was called but it was alright. Nonetheless seeing this person in a dress made my day, I never thought this day would come....expect the unexpected ; )

6-7-2010

Been having sleepless nights, due to mom getting into some serious medical problem. Luckily, things have been stabilizing and her condition have been slowly turning around. Just when things are beginning to seem okay, I now need to quickly recuperate my attention and energy for tomorrow's work agenda.....sigh....At least I finally get to go home to rest for a few good hours....

6-3-2010

I need one.....